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Hello! I am New! I found this website basically from Google. I searched for a satanic forum and found the 600 club..i registered and waited 2 weeks and still have not been approved..so luckily I stumbled across this website on their forum, and signed up yesterday. I am excited and I hope this is a great place to learn that teaches the truth or as close to the truth as we can get about the LHP, the occult, spirituality, energy work, and the nature of existence and reality.

A little background about me; I am 19 years old and I live in New Jersey unfortunately. I have been interested in esoteric subjects since I was around 12..starting off with Taoism and eventually a snowball effect of learning other traditions ensued. I became heavily fascinated with spirtuality around 16 when I began experimenting with psychedelics. I had a "kundalini" awakening at 17 (I don't believe in the anthropomorphic idea of Kundalini, though it was quite an experience I've come to see it as little more than dorsal energy flow unblocking and rising from the base to the top), and dedicated to the LHP, personal evolution, and after a long time of study and personal experience, I officially denounced any following of Abrahamism on my 19th birthday, this past February. I love pursuing self actualization, but have taken a break from serious meditative practices for a couple months because I needed a mental break.

I mentioned psychedelics above ^ yes they played a huge role in my life, but I no longer use them or any hard drug. Not even pot or coffee, just occasjonal sleep meds..perhaps i will do ibogaine or ayahuasca ceromonies when i am older, but right now i am trying to have spiritual experiences through ritual, yoga, and meditation nowadays. I have an extremely addictive personality, and have been addicted to crack, heroin, and everything else since 15. I am about 5 months clean from heroin, that's also a big part of my life so that's worth mentioning as well.

My biggest issue is my ego, which "I" am always trying to overcome. Please don't hesitate to call me out on anything, I am wrong more than I am right, Ive made and make many mistakes and will make many more, and i am just trying to learn and grow.

July 27, 2017, 06:26:06 pm
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Re: Physique and Strength Bodybuilding has been an off and on obsession of mine since about 13. The endorphin rush and ego stroke experienced in the gym is like none other. The pump is orgasmic, and there's a certain type of brotherhood feeling shared by other experienced lifters, and other people who've achieved an elite physique..its that knowing that we both put in so much effort and have unlocked the secrets of perfecting our own body, and this mutual feeling is usually exchanged with just a simple head nod and eye contact.

I like to think of my body as a statue..see where I can even things out, what needs a little more definition, where I'm lagging...though I feel most bodybuilders have reverse anorexia. They think they're never big enough and that if they don't eat 30 g of protein every 2 hours they're going to shrink up

The weightlifting aspect is very meditative. You have to be completely in the moment and focusing 100 percent of your consciousness and energy on the muscle or movement. It builds a mind muscle connection that is pure amazing.

The diet is the biggest challenge, and is 80% of it I think. What we eat we literally become.

July 28, 2017, 04:07:02 am
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Re: What are you reading? The Book on the Taboo Against Knowing Who You Are by Alan W. Watts (focuses on the Vedanta Hindu philosophy, Watts tries to translate the meaning of eastern religions to westerners)
July 28, 2017, 04:08:51 am
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Re: Introduction - Blackwulf Hey Blackwulf! I am fascinated with shamanism..i used to want to go become an Ayahuascero..the Shaman or medicine man is what we are lacking in society. I love listening to Terence Mckennas take on the practice, I hope to learn what your shamanic practices and experiences are and have been!  :mrgreen:
July 28, 2017, 04:13:36 am
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Re: Zeena [LaVey] - "I created myself" When I heard her say that, I kinda thought it was coming from a place of self agrandizement..thiugh i do beleive on some level a higher self can bring together other indivudals on this plane for the purpose of learning..

I just watched this the other day! I wish there was a part three I could listen to those two all day! Zeena is GORGEOUS, and Nikolas Shreck is a genius whom I resonate with heavy. Bob Larson was like "I'm trying to save you from eternal damnation" and Schreck goes something like "and when you die, through your submission to the universe, when you die, your psyche, consciousness, personality, everything that is you will become nothing. You will forever cease to exist..unless you somehow get a revelation to start practicing black magick and the Left hand path, and uncover the ancient methods of yadadada..."

I find it interesting how in the first interview..they both seemed hardcore atheists..and didn't believe in deities beyond archetypal subconscious manifestations..but then they clearly state they believe in Set as a real being. Who is Set? Is he a god in the Ars Goetia? I know many of these gods have like a trillion names lol

July 28, 2017, 04:24:53 am
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Re: What are your beliefs about Satan? Satan, or "el shatain" in Hebrew means adversary. They called everything that went against their Abrahamic beliefs thousands of years ago Satan; of the enemy.

I believe Satan to be just that, a description of anything against Abrahamic beliefs. So in a sense, I am a Satanist...although I prefer not to call myself a Satanist because this would justify Christian philosophies or give them some type of credit on some level...im just a person!

Enki/Enkidu/Ea is "lucifer" (Enki truly is a bringer of light!)...his faction want humanity to advance to their level "to be gods"...whereas Michael's faction..the stupid fucking angels..want humanity wiped out and kept from advancing in any way shape or form...

August 14, 2017, 03:34:09 am
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Re: Psychedelics/Entheogens *NOTE:

I do NOT recommend anyone take any drug whether it be legal or illegal..i am not advocating for any of these substances and I am not a doctor, therapist, pharmacist, I have no certifications please do your own research and please do not take these without a doctor's supervision

August 14, 2017, 03:48:45 am
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Re: Is anyone here Theistic? On the contrary I think GMO food could actually be a step ahead in our society. I used to buy strictly organic until I did my research showing there's no difference in nutritional value. But that's besides the point. I made this post because on some forums they're just hardcore atheists that don't believe in anything science can't prove yet. It's weird to describe what I believe..i think the structure of language fails at some points, or maybe I do in describing it...i think all of this occult "mystical" stuff can be proven by science...so though I do believe in gods that I can communicate with..i still feel like I'm an atheist because I have a scientific point of view on how this all works (I'm in the elementary school of understand it though)...when I say astral I mean just "spirtual energy"...its like an eclectic term. I think the so called "astral plane" is intertwined with ours, and it all has something to do with dark matter/energy. We literally have no idea what the fuck 95% of all the matter we can measure in the  universe is lol..correct me if that statement is inaccurate. All of this is just conjecture..but the spirtual energetic experiences I've had are so real...im a little insane but I'm not crazy crazy ahahha if that makes sense
August 15, 2017, 06:51:20 am
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